Anonymous says: *Steals Maddox* byee! :)

Lmao but howwww

57 minutes ago (4)

Wearing fashion statements from other cultures that don’t have religious or oppression based origins IS NOT CULTURAL APPROPRIATION.


1 hour ago (13)
Anonymous says: Maddox is so cute!!

thank you bb!

4 hours ago (4)
Anonymous says: i love maddox's face so much lol

Hehehe me too ;3

7 hours ago (3)

Maddox from when I first created him till now. His tweaks definitely were not as major as Lydia’s. I think his latest version is the most drastic change I’ve given him!

1 day ago (61)

For the anon who asked. Non-edited VS Edited.

All I really do is resize the picture so that it’s not stretched, use a smoothing action and use curves. I also go through and do some manual blurring and sharpening to give my photoshoot pictures some depth of field.

The background I use the radial gradient tool which I learned from an ohevers tutorial


1 day ago (30)
Anonymous says: Do you think you could post a before and after picture of your editing?

Sure! I don’t see why not :-)

1 day ago (5)
3 days ago (122)

I went in game today for the first time in 2 weeks! I didn’t play, I only tweaked Maddox and took some pictures.

3 days ago (92)


I miss you guys, a lot. I miss Lydia and Maddox too. But I’m trying to be out more and be involved more to keep me positive. I’ve started volunteering for our theater program and have made so many incredible friends.

I’m getting to feeling okay again and pulling myself out of the dark place I’ve been in.

Love you guys, I hope I’m back soon!

4 days ago (37)

I suppose it’s time for me to address my absence, and a possibly extended hiatus because right now I’m feeling like it’s going to be a lot longer than I intended.

I am struggling with depression and have on and off for many years. However recently I’ve hit an extremely low point in my life and have contemplated suicide multiple times. I’ve been unable to eat, barely sleeping, and have lost interest in most things. I’m really just struggling to do daily tasks. My boyfriend and I have split up and are on break because I’m not in the right mind to handle a relationship.

I’m trying to get help right now, I’m trying to see if my insurance will cover therapy, anti depressants or both. It’s just difficult because my mom is the type of person who does not really believe in depression as a real disease. And I’m under her insurance. But for right now I need to continue on with school and work, because I refuse to let this sickness take a toll on my education.

Anyways, I know this is extremely personal, but I need to let you guys know why I will be gone. I need to get help, and focus on fixing things in my life.

Love you all! This isn’t good bye! Just see you later

1 week ago (40)


I’ve not been on a lot recently due to real life issues and this will probably continue for quite some time.

I need to take care of myself and focus on being happy again. I hope you guys understand

1 week ago (33)
Anonymous says: Where do you get ur cc?? Or like do you have a cc blog? I love your interiors!

I mostly browse mysims3blog. But yes! My cc finds is:

2 weeks ago (6)
Anonymous says: May I ask what tutorial you followed to make the tattoos?

I followed sim-it-up’s tutorial!

2 weeks ago (6)

Lydia’s POV

I couldn’t help but feel like something was terribly wrong. The fact that I couldn’t feel Maddox at all only lead me to think it was because he had returned to his own universe, but how?

I dialed his cell phone number in a feeble attempt to calm my wired nerves. And reassure myself that he hadn’t truly left. Or at least gone anywhere far. I press my phone to my ear, and listened as it began to ring. However seconds later a familiar buzzing caught my attention, and my head snapped towards the fireplace mantle. My heart sunk into the pit of my stomach as I watched his cellphone vibrate, just feet away. I let it ring until his voice mail finally answered, my head still pounded.

"What the fuck is happening?!" I chewed on my lower lip, hot tears streaming down the sides of my face. I let my cellphone slip from my hand and fall to the floor, a million different emotions and scenarios raced through my mind. My two greatest fears were that he left upon his own want, or that Kane had come back to finish what he had started. I felt sick.

bzzzzt bzzzzt

My heart jumped out of my chest as my phone received a text message alert. I snatched the phone from the floor, quickly unlocking it and clicking the message icon. I don’t know what made me think it would be Maddox, especially considering he didn’t even take his phone. But another familiar name glared back at me from the touch screen of my cellphone. 

Hey Lydia, it’s been awhile. Is everything alright? It would be nice to see you sometime! Lets catch up soon.

- Cassiel

2 weeks ago (87)